How I Feel

my life is crazy my life is done
got 1 choice to pick and dead is the one
do everyone favors and help them in any way
i listine to my father and i sometimes pray
but still my life is the worst that can be
when i die everyone around me will see
i dont think i can make it another year
i would have killed myself b4 but pain is my worst fear
everyone try to kill them self at some point in there life
all i gotta do is just pick up the knife
i know ur prob tierd of hearin me complaine
iam a dying plaint waiting for some rain
in life all i want is someone to be with me
hold me in there arms and just let me be
i hate life and with my death i will show
iam the dying plaint that wont ever grow!